Killing Me Slowly …

Knowing I have to wait for him to be 18 before he can come live with me, kills me, but…. In the end I get to have him and be with him for however long I want. If I truly do love him the way I BELIEVE I do, then I can wait 2 1/2 years being 100% loyal to him(:
- Angel Juan Ortiz

SMH!-.-

I got texts from him all morning and then when I get home I get one that says “I love u, im sorry im busy as hell today, :* promise ill try to txt u when I’m done with this, im srry babe, I love u. :* behave!” tell me how god brings him back in my life and I never get to talk to him during the week): ughh-.- SMH bro SMH…. love u

Yelled at for reading?

Why is it,… Tell me how I get blamed for READING A BOOK at the front of Target. After telling them that I was going to try on shoes and then to look at the CD’s. So I have no IDEA why I got yelled at !! >_<

- # Shake My Head !

Lunch(:

Going to lunch with the family at Bru’s Room(: Today is good and normal. He’s texting me, my mom isn’t fighting with me and my sister is playing Angry Birds with my dad(:
-# G o o d. D a y

I really hate you right now :*

Tell me how he waits for me to get home, and when I do, I text him at 1:30am and don’t get anything back til around 4am and I wake up at 6am. I wake up to him being stupid again, in the damn hospital scaring me shitless and then I find out he made it sound way worse than it truly was. Can you love a person and hate a person at the same time? 3.29.12 :* I love you

Rest In Peace

That was the hardest thing to do as much as I love her that was incredibly hard for me to see her like that. She was so cold): I’m glad I got to say my goodbyes. :* I love you aunt nanna

Funeral… R.I.P. Aunt Nanna

Being 15and going to a funeral for someone your very close to is hard especially when your parents took care of them in the last days they had here. Losing my aunt is very hard for my parents. Two hours til we have to leave and my mom is breaking down. <’3 We love you Aunt Nanna <3.<3 Rest In Peace